Mum having operation this thurs, hope everything will be fine. Know its gonna hurt but still thats the only way to have her cured. Tough times don't last, tough men do.
Went to talk by a pastor from Hongkong, Temple Street. A gentleman with charisma and one with a very colorful life. Have faith he said. I believe everyone of us should have more faith in ourselves. Whatever words people said should not affect you. Be more confident in yourself.
All are not doom and gloom even in the darkest times. Look carefully around us, there is always help and comfort for us. I find myself lucky to be surrounded by good friends, family and a lovely girlfriend by my side to lend me a support during such testing time. No amount of money can buy me that love which I felt and nontheless can't buy me that mother's love and care throughout my life. I believe everything will go well. Thank you guys.
Phrase of the day: Have Faith!
a moment that lasts forever[: 12:47 AM
Thursday, March 08, 2007
there's never a right time to say goodbye
How bad can life get when I have encountered almost the scenarios that only appear on the saddest soap opera you will ever watched.If my life story is made into a film I don't think anyone will have enough tears for the whole show.Kan Po Hong Cheng seems to be the best words to describe me now.Perhaps the happiest day for me will be the day when I am released from this battled,shattered and tired body,and the tortured mind of mine.Theres only so much one can take and I'm somewhere near the limit,more to come?Oh well doesn't matter anymore.Thats my life... People said once you hit the bottom,the only way after that is up.Hah!Those people should have know the word "dig",just keep on digging deeper and deeper into the darkness.I'm starting to lose interest in most things I used to enjoy,playing soccer,mahjong and even hanging and crapping around with friends.Not even in the mood to study,what goes in comes out immediately.I'm doing my best to hang on.For how long?I don't know.I just asked for a simple happy life but it gives me one I dreaded most.****ed!Can't the demons leave my mum alone,stop torturing her that way.Take me and let me suffer in her place.Just leave her alone.It hurts to see her in this state and shit this bloody son of her can do nothing to help her at all.So helpless,so uselss,so hopeless... I must survive the tough journey and I will!Things couldn't be worse right?I hope so.
a moment that lasts forever[: 1:35 AM
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